Still Alive But I'm Barely Breathing

I feel like a hospital patient sitting quietly and listening to the rain fall down the windowpane, like the rain that falls down her cheeks

May 29
Rain

And they say She’s in the Class A Team Stuck in her daydream Been this way since 18 But lately her face seems Slowly sinking, wasting Crumbling like pastries And they scream

May 29
Her face seems…
May 29

Sometimes, I wish everyone would leave me alone. But most of the time, when i tell people I want to be left alone, I actually want them to stay with me, give me a hug and let me know everything will be just fine.

May 26

May 26
I want to be happy.

When someone asks you if you’re fine, what do you say? No, I’m at the verge of tears and im broken and i desperately want to kill myself right now? So all you can do is smile and say, I’m fine.

May 26

I wish that i could feel something. I have that choking feeling that’s suffocating me. I dont know what im feeling or how I’m feeling. I just want to be angry, or frustrated, or upset, or start chucking glass at a wall but i can’t, because I’m nothing. Just blank.

May 26
Numb

I have no idea what to do, who to be, how to feel, how to act. I dont even know who i am.

May 26
May 24

(Source: youhaveinspiredme, via we-are-all-afraid-of-change)

Sometimes we’re ignorant. And we base everything off appearances.

May 22